At Prepare His Way The Lamb of God, we want to encourage, empower, and equip those who walk in darkness with spiritual armor to bring you out of darkness and into the light.
Hello, my friends in Christ:
Welcome to my story.
I want to tell you I've been walking with God for a long time. But that's not the case. He has been walking with me all my life. However, I was unaware of His presence until just a few short years ago.
I was born here in MS. Biloxi, MS, to be exact! A small fishing town along the Gulf Coast.
At a very young age, I began to experience the supernatural. I heard a phenomenal auditable voice in my closet. It was a man speaking to me. What He said changed me forever. His Words also came to pass.
Other supernatural phenomena occurred plenty in my youth and teens. But I would soon pick up a habit that quickly became an addiction I used to mask the effects of my supernatural experiences.
My relationship with alcohol started around age 13. We slowly began to date, and then out of nowhere, we were married! Our relationship was painfully sinful. She caused me to be very promiscuous. I even for 20 years identified as one belonging to the LGBTQ community. But every human relationship I tried would fail. I was already married to the drink! I thought a love like ours would never end.
For twenty-three years, I held on to my marriage to alcohol. A functioning alcoholic with all the amenities money could buy. I was successful in every way imaginable, but deep down inside my spirit, I was overwhelmingly miserable!
I tried everything to end my relationship with the drink, but nothing worked!
Out of the blue, I became deathly ill. I was in so much pain that I began to plead and shout, “the Man in my closet said 36!” All I could think was the Man in my closet who said I would die at 36! I was beside myself. Was I dying? It was hard to say.
I backed off my wife for several days as the doctors had instructed. But she was having none of that. Between the shakes and the craziness, I figured, try to drown yourself with alcohol. Then One day, unexpectedly, I went to the bathroom and knelt on the floor. I pleaded with God. “God, Please don't let me die this way!”
I have been sober ever since! Oh man, I just trembled as I wrote that. It's eerie even today to think the Lord answered my prayer instantly!
Eleven years have passed, and not one single craving! Not even stress or exhaustion has caused me to sway from my sobriety. I am officially divorced from the drink. I have been praising God ever since. Telling my story has become my mission!
Now for the kicker! You would think my life has to be "perfect" now that I'm a Christian. But again, that's not so! You see, my new life for Christ came with a price. All that supernatural phenomenon l ignored in my early years came
flooding back like a ton of bricks! | was sober, but my experience with extreme darkness had just begun! The Devil's lies confused me so severely that I attempted suicide. By the grace of God, I was revived after three days in a coma!
Now let me back up some years before moving forward.
One day as a young child, I had a vision.
Whether good or bad, to this day, I'm still unsure.
I would think of this vision often and, throughout my life, would wonder if I were not the "Devil." Yes, I said The Devil! In my vision, I saw my legs turn into the legs of a goat! I was experiencing this because I remember holding on to the sheets on the bed I was lying on! A simple nap turned into fear, shock, and disbelief! As soon as I saw it, it went away. It wasn't until I grew old that I began to call it a vision.
Like the voice in my closet, I never told a living soul! I kept everything supernatural to myself.
In my teens, I began to drink, but when the LORD took away that addiction, the supernatural hit me so hard that I had to be hospitalized five times in a mental facility!
By science, my visions were labeled hallucinations. They were so vivid that l experienced tactile, audible, and visual hallucinations. A tactile hallucination is where you can feel something touching your person.
These are the most common for me. I also regrettably confess they are often sexual. A spirit sexually assaulted me, but science and medicine diagnosed it as a tactile hallucination.
I'm going to tell you about only five
visions/hallucinations that I feel God would want me to reveal to you. My story was much longer.
I've reduced it for convenience to my readers.
In my Mission, I will explain how I cope/survive Spiritual attacks/Tactile hallucinations. I believe others like me may be afraid to talk. We have our reasons believe me.
But, if it's you, be relieved you are not alone, and I have developed ten critical steps to coping with and or fighting back against spiritual attacks/Tactile hallucinations!
Visions/Tactile hallucinations in the Psych Ward:
God Bless you! I love you!
Check out my mission and vision for this Ministry Prepare His Way, the Lamb of God! Learn how to live with mental illness from a science and
spiritual outlook!
"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me because he has anointed me to bring glad tidings to the poor.
“But seek first the kingdom [of God] and his righteousness, and all these things will be given you besides.”
Matthew 6:33 NABRE
https://bible.com/bible/463/mat.6.33.NABRE
Jesus tells us to seek Him first and all that we hope for shall be given to us.
“He said to him, “You shall love the Lord, your God, with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. The second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments.”
Matthew 22:37, 39-40 NABRE
